Dealing w/my son

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Haven't been active around the board lately b/c trying to deal with a few things here at home & have only had time to read things. I'm trying to get back into the swing of things but I just wanted to reach out & ask for prayers for my son. His left eye keeps getting inflamed & red since July, this being the 4th time we've had to take him to the eye specialist. The doc had said back over the summer that if this "infection" keeps repeating, that he would look into seeing if this infection keeps coming back b/c of something else going on. He talked today about some kind of systemic disease, auto-immune diseases & I left there w/my head swarming.

The doc took blood & my son Justin will be going for an MRI shortly to dig deeper to find out what's happening. He's only 15. Please pray that we're not dealing w/anything too serious here. I do believe in my heart that we are dealing w/something, but what that something is, is beyond my knowledge at this point. This child has been through so much since he's been born. He was born w/his twin sister at 26 weeks instead of 40 (3 months premature), was on oxygen for 7 months, steroids, heart monitor, you name it. She faired well considering. He got the blunt end of the deal. He's also dealing w/the beginnings of what I see as schizophrenia. And part of me asks why? Why has his life been so difficult? It's normal to question God at times I guess. Then I'm reminded of the book of Job & I know that God has a special purpose in mind for Justin. What that is I don't know yet but I know he'll be great w/God's guidance. God's will will be accomplished in him some day.

Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Be blessed today.

pastor2022 · Moderator Joined: 07 Dec 2006 Posts: 690

Yvette,
My goodness that's a lot for that young man to have been through and to be going through (as well as you you Mom!). I will certainly be praying for him and you as ya'll seek to find out what's going on and causing these problems. I pray that God will give all of you strength and peace in the midst of this time and that He will give wisdom and insight to the doctors. We love you here and are praying for all of you. God bless.

atoz · Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 8:56 am Post subject: Re: Dealing w/my son

Nobby · Posted: Fri Jan 11, 2008 10:14 am Post subject:

Yvette, so sad to hear your boy Justin has had so much sickness in his life. Our God is a healing God & i pray for Justin & his mom. God just place yout srme around Justin & heal him! Heal this infection that keeps coming back! I ask in Jesus name. Amen.
Love you sis,
Nobby

Plotinus · Tiger Joined: 15 May 2007 Posts: 840 Location: Canada

Yvette, I will pray for Justin -- for his health and happiness. May you find whatever strength you need to sustain yourself through these difficult times.

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Atoz,

It'll take me a while to digest through your post. You talk in what seems like riddles & it takes a while for the information to sink in sometimes.

I can answer this right away though. I know why bad things happen. It is to strengthen us, to teach us something, to mold us & shape us into the people we become. Sometimes the road gets tiring though but I also remember the poem Footprints & I let Him carry me often. Who doesn't like to be cuddled by their Daddy? Wink

Thanks so much the rest of you for your prayers & positive thoughts. I cherish them. I have come to love each of you on this forum. God bless.

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Atoz,

I really do not understand what it is you're trying to say. Sometimes my mind gets weary of trying to decipher your "codes". What you were saying about schizophrenia isn't quite on the mark. Schizophrenia does not come through the eyes to cause an infection in the eyes. It is a thought disorder. And it shows its development in the teenage years but isn't diagnosed until much later in males.

The eye infection is a completely separate issue. To update, Justin went for his MRI. The nurse said he laid perfectly still & listened to the CD he brought along. He was a little nervous but he got through it. And he did it by himself. My husband went w/him but wasn't allowed in the room b/c he has heart problems.

Now we just wait till Monday to get the results.

Sitting on my hands in anxiousness,
Evee

Diane · Cobra Joined: 17 Sep 2004 Posts: 470

Dear Evee,

I'm praying for Justin and you and your family, sis.

Love, Di

atoz · Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 11:32 am Post subject:

Hi Evee,

My riddles or paridddles are just JC's parables or rabbles!
Do you see the similarity?
A rabble is a riddle.

What I was saying is that schizophrenia starts with the Double-minded Love-Hate Attitude for words & thoughts in the brain which houses the mind, which then could cause eye-problems since the eyes are directly connected to the brain in which the schizophrenic words and thoughts are.

See?

Then those eye-problems could 'recause' more schizophrenia by Love for sight and Hate for blindness, which compounded schizophrenia would cause more eye problems which wd cause more ---- ad infinitum, in Hate's vicious circle.

The eyes being directly connected to the brain is

why we call the nearsightedness of being able to see near the problem when NOT being able to see far IS the problem,

and

why we call the farsightedness of being able to see far the problem when the problem is NOT being able to see near!

Evee: I really do not understand what it is you're trying to say. Sometimes my mind gets weary of trying to decipher your "codes".
A: the only code I speak in Love. So I understand why if you hate any words you would have hard time decoding what you read that I write.
Please do not feel bad about that: it's normal--until you start to love every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God. Mt 4:4.

Evee:
What you were saying about schizophrenia isn't quite on the mark.
A: I understand why u say that. See above for what I actually said.

Evee: Schizophrenia does not come through the eyes to cause an infection in the eyes.
A: Exactly, it starts in the mind with Love for some words and Hate for the other words.
Mt 6:24.

Evee: It is a thought disorder.
A: Exactly, an attitude disorder, or disorder of the first 2 thoughts, the first thought being what an attitude is.

Evee: And it shows its development in the teenage years but isn't diagnosed until much later in males.
A:
Yes, when the teen decides to join the adults who have the bad attitude of Hate and get more hateful is when it naturally gets worse.
It can be diagnosed by any parent whenever that parent hears her child saying 'I hate this and I hate that.' It normally happens whenever the child hears and repeats mom and dad saying 'I hate this and I hate that.'

Evee:The eye infection is a completely separate issue.
A: Not necessarily: see above.

Evee: To update, Justin went for his MRI. The nurse said he laid perfectly still & listened to the CD he brought along. He was a little nervous but he got through it. And he did it by himself.
A: So far, so good.

Evee: My husband went w/him but wasn't allowed in the room b/c he has heart problems.
A: Sorry to hear.

Evee: Now we just wait till Monday to get the results.
A: Praying for J and dad and mom.

Evee:Sitting on my hands in anxiousness,
A: Love yourself as anxious so your anxiety will be in Love: that Love wd make u half as anxious.
Mt 11:28-30.Prov 16:1-7.

With Love and Respect,
Atoz

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Atoz,

I know you mean well, but I really do think you're completely off the mark w/this one. Do you work in the mental health industry? And BTW, I love words in all languages so I really don't see your point.

Di,

Thank you for your prayers.

atoz · Posted: Sat Jan 19, 2008 2:26 pm Post subject:

Evee: Atoz,
I know you mean well..
Atoz: that's good and you love those who mean well, right?

But do you also love those who mean bad or evil or ill?

To love one who means well but hate the other who means ill is the first schizophrenia or schizoid attitude or split mentality or split personality.
See Mt 5:43-48.

Evee:.......but I really do think you're completely off the mark w/this one.
Atoz: that's good.
But do you love me as off the mark and as on the mark as God does?

To hate me as off the mark but love me as on the mark is the mark of schizophrenia and is to miss the Mark of Love or to miss the Mark of God who loves you as on and as off the mark.
Do you see?

Do you love yourself
for good and for bad,
for better and for worse,
for richer and for poorer,
for healthier and for sicker?

Or,

Do you love yourself as good but hate yourself as bad,
love yourself as rich but haye yourself as poor,
love yourself as well but hate you as ill?

Evee: Do you work in the mental health industry?
Atoz: I work in the same mental health industry as JC: The Industry of the Psyche of the Messiah or Messpsychology or Messicology.smile
See Philippians 2:5.

80% of hospital beds are occupied with patients with E.I.I.'s: Emotionally Induced Illnesses.
Better named:
Hate-Emotionally Induced Illnesses:H.E.I.I.'s.

Evee: And BTW, I love words in all languages..
Atoz: that's very good.
But do you love all the words and their opposites in any one of those languages?
To love yourself as just but hate yourself as unjust is the mark of schizophrenia since God loves you as just and as unjust and so He has the Mark of Uniphrenia or of Wholophrenia or of the United or Unified Mind that He commands you to have: Mt 5:48.

Do you love all 26 of the letters of the Alphabet?
So does it make any consonant sonance and any sense to hate any words made up or composed of those loved letters or Love-letters?
See Titus 1:15.

Evee:...so I really don't see your point.
atoz: that's good.
But do love yourself as blind and as pointless?
To love yourself as sighted and as pointed but to hate yourself as blind and as pointless is a mark of schizophrenia.

God's point is the Point of Love because He loves you as pointed and as pointless to teach you to love yourself as pointed and as pointless so that you too wd be perfect as He is perfect:
Love-Perfect or Love-Pointed or Love-phrenic.Mt 5:48.

Please ask any more questions or make any comments.
I appreciate them.

With all Love & Respect,
Atoz
The messicologist or agapologist who loves messes, messy people and apologists, smile

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Your whole post shows you know nothing about schizophrenia. My son does not hate anything; I don't hate anything & that's the last I'm going to talk about this. I would like to reserve this thread for updates & prayers. Thanks, atoz.

wilber · Banned Joined: 20 Dec 2007 Posts: 581

My prayers are with you for tomorrow and the future Evee.

wilber

Evee · Moderator Joined: 13 Sep 2005 Posts: 595

Thanks wilber.

atoz · Posted: Mon Jan 21, 2008 9:45 am Post subject: